May is in <3 with pirates. says:hahhaha

May is in <3 with pirates. says:u know ar

May is in <3 with pirates. says:since everyone is playin at this time

May is in <3 with pirates. says:i keep burying money.

May is in <3 with pirates. says:little bit also i bury

May is in <3 with pirates. says:lol

none of the noises could be louder than the one inside your head. says: in case ppl bomb?

none of the noises could be louder than the one inside your head. says: hahahhahhahha

May is in <3 with pirates. says:yeah la

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Most of the time, I thought to myself so often and so much that I tend to brainwash myself sometimes.
That could be a good sign, well, depending on situations; of course.
It also confuses me when I am not sure which side should I be on; you know both sides was thought or illusions created by me.
What's worse is that I worried too much and so often that people around me are asking me to, well don't worry and go do what you feel like.Well, I feel like either fast forward or rewind. I'll choose fast forward;don't fancy past so much tho.

I don't know why I always have a perception that treating people too nice,people will runaway or ignore me. Therefore,I am picky toward some people and I don't want to be nice to you. Not because I think that you're not good looking, just that I thought that I won't appeal like that to you. Therefore, I am suiting you,I am not that nice. BTW,life isn't about being nice and all.I want to be sincere too.Just that not to everyone.All the glitters are not gold yo!

Talking about thinking, I analyzed situations so much that I won't know what to do if this or so and so happens to me. I'd probably be stoned. Most often I understand why did that happened and yes,even if I am put onto the situation and I didn't like it, I would do the same. I lost my rationale sometimes.Just sometimes.

*I loved prom.It just felt nice and didn't get lost lookin for that place despite leaving at 7. *big wide grins*

I think I've been negative.I think.
That's why bad lucks always come. *Chinese side of me*

To solve this bad luck thinggy, I should go jogging.lol

If I could fix it,
I would fix the nose.

If I could fix it,
I would fix the currency.

If I could fix it,
I would fix the time.

If I could fix it,
I would fix my phone;myself

If I could fix it,
I would make everything's perfect for all of us.

If I could fix it,
I would close my eyes after dinner and do the spinning like I did when I was 4.

If I can't fix it,
I can't help it.

If I can't fix it,
I will sink with it.

If I can't fix it,
I will try to understand it.

If I can't fix it,
I will be fed up with it.

If I can't fix it,
I will not even look, touch, smell or talk to it.

Well,These are all IFs lar.

Bwah,Optimism is my name now.wtf.

Fine,I am not emo.Just that a good friend had left for futher studies and then hor,she is the first to leave among all of us loh.

Then in 2 weeks (less than 2 weeks actually), another one is leaving.

Then in 5 more months, another two.

Do the math, 11 (minus) ( bracket 1 plus 1 plus 2 )...

Then, Su Yin will be going off for 2 months. Then again hor, she might be going also for further studies.

All for good,all for good *consoles myself,tap my heart a bit and try to sing nursey rhymes*

I am kinda emo nowadays eventhough I am filled with happiness *winks at someone if u re reading,wth* lol

Plasticy looking but it says Grumpy.YEahyeah... >.<

Guess that I've been a good friend to EMO for the past few months.Very hard to make friend with happiness.wtf again.

Whee!I have pictures from claudia's party to post up.Btw,I am boiling 2 eggs now at this time.Making egg sandwiches for breakfast.I bought mayonese.finally cos all these while my egg sandwiches got no mayonese.hohoho.i am bad cook.

I have final presentation again tomorrow.Supposedly this will be the 4th to down. But last week,one of my presentation cancelled.ish ish,then this took over. Never in my life so gung ho until Sunday have to go college area to meet up for this assignment.Summore from 3pm do work til like 2am (minus dinner and sang a song for my sister...her b'day)

Facebook is such an addict. I don't even know how it functions also I want to login.I don't know what I want to do there also I login.I think it was peer pressure that made me to do so.Can't think of other reasons tho.Yes,I am a honeybun. =.=

Okay,goodnight for now.Egg smashing time.

People leave and I hate the fact that people do leave,esp friends.

I saw Gary left last year to UK,I felt sad; cos it felt like I lost a friend.

Then I sent Vanessa off too,sigh,the feeling came once again.Summore feel like crying wei.

Tommorow's Adelle's turn. =(  & <3

When I gave 300% instead of I should've give 100%, will that make me somewhat better?

I guessed not.It adds up stress.

Be positive May.Positive is a way to go Yo! wth. =.=