Most of the time, I thought to myself so often and so much that I tend to brainwash myself sometimes.
That could be a good sign, well, depending on situations; of course.
It also confuses me when I am not sure which side should I be on; you know both sides was thought or illusions created by me.
What's worse is that I worried too much and so often that people around me are asking me to, well don't worry and go do what you feel like.Well, I feel like either fast forward or rewind. I'll choose fast forward;don't fancy past so much tho.

I don't know why I always have a perception that treating people too nice,people will runaway or ignore me. Therefore,I am picky toward some people and I don't want to be nice to you. Not because I think that you're not good looking, just that I thought that I won't appeal like that to you. Therefore, I am suiting you,I am not that nice. BTW,life isn't about being nice and all.I want to be sincere too.Just that not to everyone.All the glitters are not gold yo!

Talking about thinking, I analyzed situations so much that I won't know what to do if this or so and so happens to me. I'd probably be stoned. Most often I understand why did that happened and yes,even if I am put onto the situation and I didn't like it, I would do the same. I lost my rationale sometimes.Just sometimes.

*I loved prom.It just felt nice and didn't get lost lookin for that place despite leaving at 7. *big wide grins*